January 2nd, 2017.
I just want you to know that I love you.
The truth is I loved you as deeply as I could. For as long as I could, and as well as I could. I know that it wasn’t enough. I know that in addition to loving you, I had a million other things. You may have not felt loved at all at times, and I’m truly sorry for that.
The truth is that I can’t stop loving you. In my heart, you’re still precious. Special. You always will be, like you always have. Somehow this connection, this love, is deeper in time. Somehow, we didn’t have enough time. I suppose that’s just the way it is somehow.
Where did it slip away? It became a part of something else, and in that, we let it slip away. We almost don’t know each other anymore, I’m sure. I just want you to know that you’ll always be something special to me. Thank you, thank you for the love we shared. Thank you for those moments. Those moments where the world falls away. Thank you for letting it fall away with me. For being you, because I appreciate it. I appreciate you.
I just want you to know, that I love you, and I’m sorry.
Please forgive me. You deserve better than I treated you, a thousand times better.